Rhynie~

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to scream as loud as I could if only I could do it…

Alright, yesterday I slept around 2.30 a.m. after finishing my presentation slides which are so not strong argument… uhuhu.. I don’t care anymore

However, today I will have to present it in only 5 minutes. To think about it, this is such a waste time task. I had spend hour and hour to read, understand and put it into my slides, but now I am frightened to death thinking about presenting it. I guess will screw everything as usual in my presentation, I will start mumbling or lost points and shivering all the way. -.- I hate presentation, why should I do it? Why should I major in Communication Studies when I don’t have the ability to talk in front of people? one year has passed, I am still think presentation is scary.

I really hope that the 5 minutes of presentation will be just normal and smoothly flow one, people get my point and I enjoy share the case study. Whatever I tried to visualize positiveness of my presentation, I still feel my heart is shrinking and altering to its smallest form. My throat are being blocked by my fear…Everything in my head, my blood is running and bouncing all the way in my body, I feel very uncomfortable now… It seems that I am going to explode soon… huhuhu… my stomach is knoting and my eye is wandering beyond my control… :’(

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh… STRESSED…. I want to scream so that I can release all of those disruption!!!!!!!! Countdown to vomit them out… but how?

Practice? I did.

but, it seems that my whole body is doing bad when it comes to presentation… miehh!

RHYN~!!!

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